Finished my Final Exam!

WOOHOO at last finished my final exams for the first sem....been having sleepless nights (literally). Last night I didn't sleep....awake until now. O.O Panda-chan~

Yeah...liberty...for the time being...at last....ahhh~!! Feels so GOOD! Thank God!

Yay now I can start doing my stuffs. :)

Mission wo kaishi tsuru!

EXAM stress

I've just finished my microbiology exam today...gosh it really was a..pain to study. I've stayed up whole night and study..previously few days ago I spent days and nights studying physiology...uhh boring..and suffering. Gosh when will my suffering ever end!.. :X I've been staying up late until morning for some days...arh..headache..tired..exhausted...cumbersome..stressed......weak... highly depressed...emotionally-unstable. Aiyh. I wish for no more exam...probably my health would improve if so. :) I've stayed up for more than 30 hours since yesterday..no sleep uh. Next paper... Healthcare For Pharmacy...another killer subject...duno how to memorise...need help...my BrainDisk space full oredi..sad betul. ~.~

Happy Birthday to Me ! XD

Happy Birthday to me,

I am still so lonely,

However I should be hapi,

Because God is with Me!

Haha, I just turned 19 yesterday...my birthday just passed. Wee....dinner at pizza hut (sumptious meal)...with a free birthday pizza with ice-cream! yummy~... KC belanja..wanted Chillis..but I think it's too expensive..haha. Dad just gave me 200 d other day...then grandma gave me 50 n mum gave me 100..wahaha. Guess I have to save up those $ for my studies...since it's getting costly. Sigh. I really hope I do well in my exams...so I won't fail my parents..and myself. :) Thank God for bringing me to this world..happy birthday to myself..wee. :P

UCSI University!?

Well well it's been a week or so since UCSI was promoted by the Ministry of Higher Education Malaysia from UC (University College) -> University! This is quite a GOOD and BAD news at the same time as our degree would be a Uni degree, however the bad thing is that a promotion of status comes with a promotion of FEES as well..zzZ! now our tuition fees (used to be 10k) became 11k.....^&@&^&@^&#^&@^&*$@&*#*@(&#*(@&!! This is total madness...how can they just increase like that!? Especially for us newbs..! NOT FAIR!!...especially when our SEM has less subject somemore.....haiyhzzZ. I guess being a pharmacy-by-profession lecturer must be earning really good money..plus u r dealing with students rather than sick patients and the public everyday. Well...the Master in Pharmacy fees are not cheap at all....double my total degree fees. GREAT! Subarashi ne..$@*#&@*(&#*(@!
Hope I can study hard, smart and well for the upcoming exams..good luck to everyone who is in exam month (almost every1 I know - 90%).
Waiting for liberation day - 28th Nov....then comes holiday + Christmas! Yay! :D Luckily we still have some hope after all.

Serving God with your Profession

This month is the mission's month in my church...and last Sunday the message was very appealing and rather inspiring. A missionary in Cambodia came to preach and he talked about "Serving God with your Profession".
To cut the story short, this missionary guy is a dentist and he can earn good money and live a relaxing and rather peaceful life in Malaysia, but rather he chose to be a missionary to Cambodia where it's a rather dangerous and you-risk-your-life there. He served God there as a lecturer in the University by training up dental students and evangelise to the people there. (Serving with his profession). The point is, he said that he used to think..."I can help people by earning more money and donating to them..."....or something I forgot but it's something like that. Then he added (roughly remembered), "You really need to leave the field and go into these places and serve". But of course God would have prepared us to serve him in every different way..either overseas or locally.
I was rather inspired by him...since now I'm doing pharmacy...I think it would be good for me to serve God with my profession...and I wished to do so too! I remember seeing some lady selling crackers at restaurants...but I didn't bought any from her...partly because I don't eat those snacks and...I'm not earning any money yet...I don't think I personally have the right to be....you know..pay for these even out of my compassion. That's why I'm quite determined....to do well..and to be a competent and compassionate pharmacist! Hope I can survive in the final exams that is about to come..I guess I really need to work very hard..then come out to be a qualified pharmacists..and serve God by my profession..this is my resolve!
Though, life is really short...I don't want to be studying for my whole life!

Gundam 00 Season 2 released!

The 2nd Season of Mobile Suit Gundam 00 has been released. This time, Sunrise is really good at surprising and entertaining us with all the new cool-freaking-cool stuffs! You can download all the previous Season 1 series and the Season 2 trailers (must see!) here at http://bt.mymenclave.com/

The episode 1 for Season 2 might wait longer a lil' as these prestigious fansubs needs to edit their fansub titles and to sub a whole anime...it's not easy as you think it is. You need lots of time.

Hope you guys enjoy the new season yeah, as I've been looking forward to it since months ago. :X The new gundams...freaking cool. :D That's bad...because I'm gonna puncture another hole in my wallet again. Sigh. Oke hope Sunrise and Bandai will entertain us to the fullest with the new and cool model kits. :P

Kidou Senshi Gundam Double 0.

My 2nd movie released!

Yay my 2nd movie, specially made for my TARC mates is officially released...by me! :) So sorry for the inconvenience for the time being as I can't send to you guys through sharing folder..as the new live messenger got problem with the sharing folder thingy....but anyway I plan to modify the movie again...missed out and screwed up some part.

Aiyoh Raya holiday has passed...life has been dreadful for the past weeks as the Quiz and lab reports are really pain in the....somewhere. Hope I can survive for the upcoming final exam! O.O Long time never blogy really makes me feel funny to write something here...when nobody reads it! Lol. Funny blog. Wakaka.

Yay! All Glory to God!

These few weeks was rather hectic that I don't even have time to be panic of my results on sunday. Darn the lab reports....=.=!! Monday morning my mum was more excited than me so she forced me up and I was kinda scared, but at the same time very sleepy and tired. So I just typed my ID and password into the Cambridge Student Results website and.....there...while it's loading (2 seconds)...I was thinking..."Oooooooooooooooooo......"..........then suddenly the page loaded finish..and miraculously and unbelievably I got straight As! I can't believe it and I don't feel that great and proud surge in myself...dunno why..probably I never get straight As before in my life so maybe I didn't know how that feeling is. Anyway it really came with a sacrifice. During the A2 exams, there are 5 sleepless nights where I didn't sleep at all..and study and forcing my eyes to open whole night until morning because I haven't study finish. My eyes then got infection after the harsh stress on my eyes. My mental state wasn't so stable during exam. But thanked God I've managed to pull through somehow. Anyway 4As also not much use....since at UCSI to get a scholarship for Pharmacy...FAT HOPE! Sigh. I really missed TARC. :) Anyway I'll have to go on with my life there. Now I've fall sick with flu..and my eyes are getting worse since then. I'm really discouraged..sigh now I think back I'd rather trade back my healthy eyes with my results. What's the point of getting good results if your health is gone? Hope that God will heal me. :)