Life is really depressing..*heavy sigh*

Aiyh. . . life is really . . . tough.

It's like I've had enough of these troubles... uhh.

Feel like banging my head against the wall...having a memory loss..forgetting everything except God and my family,.my frens.

But the truth is, I don't wanna bang my head. That's just pointless. I duwan to forget the good times..though I hope to forget the bad times..anyway..I'd damage my brain cells too. noo!

I'm really hopeless and tactless now.

It's just like what they say "You're a hopeless barger."

Well its true in terms of the worldly part of me.. :(

But its not true in terms of my faith in God! I do have hope! :)

This is the song that cheered me up today.

God is good all the time,
He puts a song of praise in this heart of mine,
God is gooooooooood... all the time,
Through the darkest night.. His light will shine!
God is good, Good is good, all the time.

(There are still beautiful lyrics to this song, but well this is the part where my affliction and troubles all went down the...toilet bowl for the meanwhile! yeahh!)

Blogging..?.... .

Sigh, I guess there's really no point for me to blog anymore..since I don't really fancy reading back my own diary in the future..anyway no audience also no point haha. :(
Anyway it's really bored in this blog..I'm like talking to the wall. Haha. Kinda pointless to go on.

(Aiya say only lah few days later sure start reblogging..aiyh)

The Chemistry of Life

In most of our lives..there's this "spiritual battle-equilibrium".

times when we turn away from God ⇌ times when we follow God ΔH = +ve

This is just a funny example that I've just thought of..haha. It's so..relatively easy for us to turn away from God at times...it seems like it doesn't require any input of energy!

For us to follow God and do His will...it rather require us to put in efforts(energy in this equation).. love Him, trust Him and turn to him back!